WateVa

2006-01-14T01:27:00.000+08:00

clap for me ppl.. it's an update!!! amazing huh??
anyways went back to siglap just now.. gosh i miss siglap.. ali,chin.charles,siti and victor also went.. i miss the teachers in siglap.. ms wee treated us to dinner!! yay...

ok anyway.. i'm like so bored!!! freaking bored.. i mean i spent the whole of last week at home!!! only went out with parents on fri and sat... and that's because of my uni stuff..
i'm reading so much now.. ok that's really random..

oh anyway just now.. like at 12 something am.. i was reading and then i heard mewing.. and i thought it was like from downstairs or something.. then i went to my window... and guess wad i found???

a kitten at my balcony.. so went down to my parents' room and asked my dad to unarm the house. went back upstairs again and found out that the stupid kitten was practically killing itself.. it was at the edge of the balcony looking down.. so i called it and it came.. my dad brought it inside the house and i played with it for a while before putting it outside.. downstairs. in case some of you think i put it back into the balcony.. oh and the kitten looks like ginger.. it's fur i mean but it's really thin.. but still cute.. haha

ohhh... btw i've got an lj.. so if i dont update here.. check my lj.. http://www.livejournal.com/users/babbling_me/

2005-12-28T00:48:00.000+08:00

ok ppl.. here's an update after a long hiatus.. so exams are over and i got my results and all.. and ya.. with my results, i cant go into melb uni.. like duh.. i knew it even before i took my exams.. hahah.. ok so now i'm back in spore.. oh.. guess wad??? i PASSED econs.. amazing huh? i will never ever take econs again in my life.. i hate that subject.. and don even get me started in the lecturer.. he's an ass... a total male chauvinist.. and maybe gay.. coz he's not married..

christmas was boring as usual.. i really don like my chinese side of the family.. especially my dad's sis.. damn she is so freaking selfish.. she didnt even give us anything during christmas.. bloody hell.. and her husband takes all our dvds.. wtf rite.. the worst part is they always go to malaysia.. and her fucking husband had the cheek to say "i found the library". my library of dvds i mean.. luckily i kept like all the new ones hidden.. stupid fuckers.. so christmas eve was spent at my uncle's house.. no freaking idea why they want to spend christmas together twice this yr..

christmas day: at home and they all came.. they meaning dad's side.. and i spent most of the time eating.. when everyone had stopped eating, my dad and i were the only ones at the dining table eating away.. then my malay aunt came so i talked to her the rest of the night..

so yeah.. while everyone else were enjoying their christmas i was stuck with assholes. well actually.. the aunt and her husband and their daughter who are assholes.. the rest of the family arent that bad.. oh. and yeah.. i guess this is a right time to announce that i have a stalker.. yep you read that right. STALKER!!! more of a copycat actually.. but oh wells.. same difference. anyway the stalker is no other than the daughter in that asshole family.. so the latest thing she wants to copy is my hairstyle.. damn.. she already started wearing contacts when i wore them and pierced her ears in exactly the same places and the list goes on.. so i think i want to highlight my hair blue or purple... HAHAHA.. if i manage to persuade my mum.. oh my mum was saying if i actually do it my chinese grandmother will have a shock and guess wad i told her?.. i said dh will be so shocked that she will die.. yeah. bad i noe.. but can you blame me? i'm still sore over the fact that my grandfather passed away first..

2005-12-23T23:59:00.000+08:00

2005-11-19T02:07:00.000+08:00

ARGHHHHH!!!!! AHHHH!!!! Exams are in 2 days!! starts on monday!!! shit shit shit.. my maths revision is not done yet.. i'm so dead.. anyway on a lighter note, DRAMA is OVER!!!! YAY!!! ok then bye bye for now

2005-11-12T17:34:00.000+08:00

i'm so bored.. exams are in 2 weeks.. and drama performance is this wednesday.. die.. anyway, i should really study now.. so last fri was the trinity ball. it was ok. the food was better than the orchard hotel food. ya well duh. we paid 70 aussie dollars for the ball. but it wasnt that good.. and i was still hungry afterwards. the food was served to us not buffet style like last year. the ball was actually quite boring. the only thing that we basically did was eat, take photos and dance. that's all. ended at 12. but i went off like 11 something, close to 12. then went to a club at swanston street called 255.. i dont understand wad is so nice abt clubbing coz there's only dancing and drinking and i dont drink so i was quite bored.. i was only in the club for an hour or so.. the air was really smoky and it was crowded.. ok maybe it's because the ppl i went with were boring so i didnt really like the club that much.. guess i will go again after exams and this time with the right ppl and not in heels.. then maybe it will be better.. oh and i am quite surprised i got in.. the bouncers didnt even check my id.. haha.. underage.

2005-10-26T23:43:00.000+08:00

it's been a week since i got the news that my grandfather passed away but it still seems so surreal.. sometimes the news sinks and at other times i still feel like my grandfather is still alive. i really miss him.. isnt it funny that the ones that you are closer to go away faster than the ones that you dont give a damn abt.. i guess you guys might find me heartless or mean but i really wish that it was my chinese grandmother who went instead. at least i wouldnt be so affected. i'm not so close to her. to me she is just my dad's mum who gives me money and ask abt me from time to time. but my grandfather is different. he is the one who i talk to and the one that i'm closer to. his death affects me more than i can ever imagine. i never realised that i'm that close to him. i went back to spore but i didnt get to see his body. i went to the grave though. i told myself not to cry but somehow the tears kept flowing. and as you guys know, i dont cry alot or should i say i dont cry at all. so i guess datuk's death has really affected me. i hope where ever he is, he's happy and that he's in peace. on a lighter note, i guess being with my family helped alot and i got to eat good food when i was in spore. plus, i skipped 3 days of school.
yeah and here's a candid pic of my grandfather.

2005-10-20T01:03:00.000+08:00

a quiz for you guys..
guess wad made xiao xi and i scream and run in our apartment at 3.30 am?
clue: something dumb..
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give up?

a BLOODY FUCKING FLY...
told ya it's dumb.. so the fly, yeah as in the insect which is practically harmless and only speads bacteria ard, came into our apartment.. first it went into my room and then it went out and was at the kitchen.. and i was trying to get rid of it by hitting it and shooing it away.. i hit it wif a bloody cosmopolitan magazine and yet it was still alive and flying abt.. then it disappeared for a while.. oh btw xx was sleeping at that time.. then xx woke up and the fly was in her room on the window... she wasnt really bothered by it but it was like staring at her.. so i guess she got uncomfortable and wanted to get rid of it.. we opened her window and the stupid thing didnt want to go out.. so we tried blowing at it, put air pressure and all sorts of stupid thing.. but i still didnt move.. so we poked it wif some cardboard paper and it finally moved.. but guess where it went? towards us.. and we were like screaming and xx ran to the front door and i followed her.. it was quite funny actually.. two girls running away from a fly.. but in our defence the fly was HUGE, ENORMOUS, GIGANTIC and everything else you can come up with.. it was also VICIOUS!! it flew towards us.. it attacked us.. stupid damn thing..
and then we lost track of it.. so we both went to our rooms and shut the door.. and stayed there the whole time.. heehee.. o and the window was opened so who knows wat happened to the bloody thing during the night.. oh yeah.. we also called aries to help us get rid of the fly but he was sleeping so that's why we ended up closing the door and not go out of our rooms..
yeah so that's wad made us scream and run inthe middle of the night.. stupid thing.. i still dunno it's whereabouts.. i hope it's dead or something..

oh yeah i skipped both eap classes this week.. and shahidah if you're reading this i just wanna say i've skipped so MUCH more classes than you.. it's the third week of term 4 and i've already skipped: 2 econs lec, 2 hoi lec, 3 lit lec,3 maths lec, 1 econs tut, 2 eap classes, 1 psych lec and maybe more but i'm not sure.. oh and this is onlyfor term 4.. not counting the other 3 terms. heehee... and my mum doesnt know at all... haha..

so when i skipped eap on mon, i went shopping!! well not really shopping shopping.. i only bought 1 skirt.. ya that's all.. but spent most of the time searching for shalini a dress for the ball.. and we didnt mange to find at all.. so gonna follow her again some other time or ask xx to follow her..

2005-10-05T20:29:00.000+08:00

so the thing that everyone in trinity is talking about is the university applications.. i've just finished applying to melb uni.. but i don think i'll get in arts though.. most prob i'll get into early childhood education but i don wanna teach.. that's so not me.. so i think i'm gonna apply to monash, anu (australia national university), university of queensland, deakin and uwa (university of western australia)... the thing abt anu is that it's in canberra and i don think my parents want me to go there coz there is no direct flight.. like wth right.. it's the capital for god's sake.. and no direct flights.. stupid stupid stupid... and the rest as you guys can see from their names are not in melb except for deakin that is.. damn.. i really dunno where to go and i don think my parents will like it if i don get into melb uni.. but then again if monash offers me psych and melb uni offers education.. i's rather take psych..

my results for term 3 was quite ok.. i'm only disappointed in psych.. and econs? i don care anymore.. i failed.. haha.. i got like 10/40.. i'm ok wif it considering the fact that i studied the night before.. and the average grade for econs in trinity is a fail.. haha..

fasting month has started and school has started again.. and all the tutors and lecturers say that this term is the fastest and will go quickly.. and trinity ball is on the 4th i think.. the theme is masquerade. i'm going coz shalini wants to go as she didnt go her prom last yr.. i have no idea wad to wear.. the colour code is black, silver and purple.. and the discounted ticket prices is $70 for a table of 10.. dunno how am i gonna get a table of 10.. we have like 6 so far.. and it's gonna be at grand hyatt.. not bad huh..

oh i watched sky high and wallace and gromit on tues.. both shows are really funny.. watched wallace and gromit at some crappy cinema and sky high at melb central.. melb central has this thing called half pipe.. that means the show is at a smaller cinema and we sit on BEANBAGS.. how cool is that? 3 ppl to a bean bag.. cool eh?

2005-09-28T20:24:00.000+08:00

u noe wad? my body clock is seriously whacked!!! i can only sleep at 5 am or later and wake up at 2pm or later.. i have no idea how did this happen.. gosh.. i need to sleep proprly again...
oh went to the grampians on mon.. i slept like for only 2 hrs the whole day.. grampians was fun.. went with xx, charles and shalini.. the funny part was like we went there before.. not up to the mountains but the lower levels.. well.. by saying we i mean xx shalini and i.. the three of us went there for camp during the trinity orientation.. the bus was passing thru and i was looking ard.. the surroundings felt familiar and then the tour guide said there is an ice cream shop.. i looked at the shop and right away i knew we've been there before.. shalini xx and i were laughing like crazy.. of all places we end up at somewhere we've spent 3 days before.. but the trip was fun though.. we went to this waterfall place and we went all the way to the base.. the going down part wasnt tiring.. but the climbing up.. gosh that was hell.. it was so tiring.. and note to everyone.. dont climb out when you feel sleepy or you dont have enough sleep.. after the tri which ended ard 9.30 or 10pm, we went to rent dvds.. stayed up the whole night watching dvds.. maybe that's why my body clock is whacked..

so anyway xx has gone back to spore.. her grandad is really sick so she went back.. just now in the morning.. so i'm all alone now.. and i'm bored.. oh watched the dukes of hazzard yesterday.. i have no idea why but we watched it.. it was a stupid show.. but funny..as in stupid funny.. cant believe i wasted my money on the show.. there was like lots of car chases.. charles said it was boring but to me the car chases was quite fun.. haha

2005-09-21T03:23:00.000+08:00

called nurul last night.. talked for a long time.. damn i miss the days where i could call nurul or siti at night without worrying abt the time and costs... so ya we were talking and she had a bimbotic moment.. she was asking me what was the shopping centre at suntec.. so i was just like listing down every shopping centre i could remember and sh kept on saying no.. GUESS wad was the name of the shopping centre in the end?
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it was SUNTEC CITY!!!! omg... she made me think for no reason.. hahaa..
so anyway.. it's like 3 plus in the morning here and guess wad.. i'm alone in the apartment.. xx's mum is here.. so i guess she probably fell asleep in her mum's room.. oh wells..

oh holidays are here now and i'm dying of boredom.. i didnt go out of the house today.. thank god for tv.. otherwise i will just die.. but i don care i think tmr i'll go out or something.. call shalini and see whether she is free and go do some shopping..
oh speaking about shopping i bought like loads of stuff when my parents were here.. heehee..

ok i think i better sleep now.. i've been sleeping like really late these past few days and waking up in the afternoon.. and guess wad i do when i wake up which is usually ard 2pm.. i'll watch opera then entertainment tonight then i will take a shower.. haahaa.. oh spent like $133 on groceries yest.. me and xx just bought stuff after stuff.. spilt the bill into two and that is how much i will have to pay her..

i mISS my cat... ok that's so random..

2005-09-03T22:30:00.000+08:00

happy belated birthday to myself.. haha.. so anways my birthday was yesterday and xiaoz planned this surprise party wif charles.. but as usual, i knew abt it.. but it was fun.. and i got a chocolate cake.. yummy.. really good.. they made joanne and shalini bring me ard melbourne just so i didnt go home.. so during lunch we went to papa gino's.. this italian restaurant wif really good food. especially the strawberry crepes.. then we went to melbourne central so that shalini can shop and i can window shop.. then went to shalini's drama performance which was funny and good.. it was so soap opera-ish.. (oh btw, I FINISHED my drama performance.. IT"S OVER!!!) anad because shalini's drama ended early, i was like made to stay at the grattan street building.. we hanged out there for quite a while coz we were talking.. then joanne said she was hungry.. and we went to the union house to eat.. and they had to stall me again coz xiaoz wasnt ready.. so joanne ate again.. saying she was still hungry.. pity that girl.. then finally went back to my apartment where the 'surprise' party was.. it was a fun party..thank you people.. those who came.. then we went to eat.. went to crown to watch charlie and the chocolate factory but it wasnt playing there.. so ate at this restaurant and then went to another movie theatre but we missed the show by 20 mins.. DAMN.. so we ended up going back playing games and stuff...
so that was how i spent my birthday..
oh and i got a talking card, a really huge card and perfume from them.. the perfume is really nice.. it's called secret wish by anna sui..

oh my parents also came.. there are in melb.. so i get to eat GOOD food such as lobster.. gosh it was so good... i think i ate half of it myself.. heehee... and parents here means shopping!! my parents owe me a present from each of them but i havent got any idea wad i want.. i tot of getting berkinstock slippers but i don find it worth as my bdae present.. so.. wad should i get??

2005-08-24T19:58:00.000+08:00

okok.. here's my next entry.. anyone of you done 3 major essays in a matter of 2 weeks?? that does not include the in-class essay that pam made us do.. arghhh.. so altogether, i had to do 5 essays.. aint that great? oh well at least now i'm free.. not really free wif drama and all but yeah still quite free.. ohh.. had an eap mini oral presentation on tues.. so had to present to my class an article that i read.. so being me i chose the shortest article and luckily it was something interesting.. euthanasia.. so i talked and crapped for abt 6 mins in front of the class.. then had a discussion with the rest.. went quite well actually.. coz i didnt really prepare much.. and i was the first to go.. but amazingly wasnt feeling nervous or anything..

monday.. the day of my drama performance.. hope it goes well.. had a full dress rehearsal last monday and everyone laughed at my mane.. my teacher called me little miss sunshine... i look really funny for a lion.. haha. oh and last monday this crazy woman approached me.. i think she's fucked up in the mind.. she wanted me to get this postcard thingy from the information counter at the union house.. like as if she cannot get it herself.. i was like giving all types of excuses and she mati-mati want me to get it for her.. i was like "i have to meet my friends. i'm late" and "i don sch here" but she was really persistant.. i noe i gave lame excuses.. anyway i ended up getting for her even though i really felt like leavig but she was watching me.. stupid bitch.. pissed me off.. and plus she's really ugly.. green sweater and typical cina woman.. asshole.. anyway i got it for her and i left..

oh my hoi class last monday was fun... we were interpreting drawings that were dreams of ppl in the early 20th century.. based on sigmund freud's method.. so we came up wif really sexual stuff.. the pictures were sexual.. there was a pic of a woman abt to give this guy oral sex.. but there was no penis.. so my teacher told us he was impotent but still dreamt of being potent.. haha...

anyways.. exams in a few weeks.. shit shit shit.. my econs really suck and my maths is wayyyy behind... i'm so dead.. and my lit? haha.. the class has finished with frankenstein but i havent finish reading vol 3.. there was a question asking what happened to the creature after victor died and i was like asking my friend, "victor died?".. i'm so clueless.. anyway we've started on a new book and i better read it..

so nurul, happy that i updated? hehhe

2005-08-10T14:03:00.000+08:00

ok.. in trinity's com lab now.. waiting for my bloody econs notes to be printed out.. stupid printer.. it's taking a long time.. oh.. i watched super sized me on monday.. ewwww.. i'm put off by chicken nuggets from mcdonalds now.. yuck.. the way the kill the chicken you don even want me to describe it.. i mean really scary and painful.. pity those chickens.. especially those that are old and that got injected hormones so that their breasts are bigger.. ewwwww... i guess i wont be eating nuggets for a while.. for those who have not watched the movie.. go watch it and be freaked and grossed out.. i had to watch the show for eap..

ohh.. and siti thanks for changing the skin.. love ya.. muacksss...

today is supposed to be a really cold day.. the weather forecast even said there would be snow but i doubt so.. xiaoz said she caught a speck of hail just now but it melted.. oh wells.. anyway even if it snowed it, the snow will still melt by the time it reaches the ground..

arghhh.. i hate the com in this lab.. actually all the labs.. they're apple computers so it means mac.. it's so user unfriendly.. bloody hell.. i'm still waiting for the econs notes.. stupid printer.....

2005-08-05T00:06:00.000+08:00

ok.. quick update.. EAP IS DONE... FINISHED!!! like finally.. i just have to hand it up tml.. i actually finished the whole essay on sunday but i did not do my bibliography and plans.. i noe.. plans are suposed to come before the essay rite.. but i cannot do a plan and stick to it..
oh.. funny thing happened yesterday.. i wore this like frilly skirt.. not as in frilly wif lace or anything but those that can like fly up whne there's wind kind.. so i was like passing by the rmit building wif shalini and a bloody gust of wind came along.. so i was like trying to hold my skirt down and i was shrieking.. and this guy was like laughing at me and he asked if i needed help.. i was like no.. and i started laughing non-stop.. i noe you guys must be thinking.. who the hell wears skirts in winter rite? but yesterday was not that cold as compared to today.. today is like a freaking cold day.. very little sunlight..
oh and nurul.. i think trinity is like working with this system where you do all your essays in the first few weeks of the term and then the exam starts.. stupid rite.. don give us time to study properly..

2005-07-31T18:26:00.000+08:00

okok.. i'm updating.. sorry it has been so long.. it's just that i cannot be bothered to update and i've been busy.. still am actually.. so feli because you asked me to update i will k.. see how much i care abt u to update.. hahaha..

so wells.. school started since like 3 weeks ago or should i say 4.. yeah.. 4 i think.. since tmr is 4 weeks.. oh wells i'm crapping.. so i've got like 3 essays to do this term.. arghhh!!! wad's wif trinity and the essays?? and have to read the frankenstein.. so far i've only read vol1 and 2.. must read vol 3 tonight coz tml is my lit tutorial.. my 3 essays are eap, hoi and psych.. eap is dued this fri and i dunno when hoi and psych are dued.. i think most probably in 2 weeks.. plus.. i have to do the drama performance this term. and this time it's got no script nothing for us to memorise.. everything must be done by ourselves.. luckily i got a good grp... nice ppl.. so i'm ok.. i hope...

oh parents have been nagging at me non-stop.. they just stopped today.. like for the first time in weeks they didnt nag at me.. well.. theydid tell me to study hard but that was abt it.. lucky me.. i've had had abt enough of their nagging.. gosh it's annoying.. they ngged at me coz my results were not good and need to do better.. my average result last term was ard 70%.. really bad.. so i need to do much much much better this term..

so i've got no life for this term and next term i guess... even as i type my this entry, i'm doing my eap essay.. Gosh.. really no life.. hahhaa... so until i update again.. tata..

2005-07-10T15:47:00.000+08:00

so i'm back in melb.. bloody hell.. i wish my holidays were not that short.. time flies way too fast.. but oh well.. i had fun while i was back. siti, victor,charles, nurul and ema sent me off.. EMA!!! oh gosh she actually came..hahaha.. i haven seen her in a looooong time.. amazing. ema came..

have been back since fri.. wif my mum.. but my mum left yest.. anyways i shopped!! bought a miss sixty top and jeans.. it was worth it.. it was like 50% off.. who in the right mind wouldnt buy? i am doing my eap essay now.. stupid pam made me redo.. coz i got below 15. i am writing shit in the essay.. who cares.. it's not as if eap is impt..

oh and like 5 ppl told me to study hard.. and 4 of them were complete strangers!!! the 5th was my neighbour.. she is sort of a stranger to me.. don really know her..anyways the 4 strangers were my mum's ex boss who i've never met before and she started to hug me and stuff!! i was like woah.. hu the hell are u? hugging me as if i noe u.. the next was the girl who shampooed my hair. she asked me why i was i awake so early in the morning so i told her i had a plane to catch and she aked why and i told her i was studying overseas and she told me to study hard. the other two were immigration officers.. one from spore and the other in aussie.. the spore one was really nosy.. he talked to me in malay some more.. he was like belajar pandai pandai ar.. and i was like ahh.. ok.. he was the kind of policeman that checks your passport before you go into the metal detector.. then the aussie one was like telling me "study hard.. no boys.. no partying ok.." and i was just laughing away..

so i guess it must be some kind of thing telling me that i have to study.. i mean like strangers!!! ppl u never see before telling u to study hard.. how strange is that???

2005-07-04T02:23:00.000+08:00

last saturday was really really fun.. in fact i don think i had that much fun in a long time.. really missed hanging out wif them.. it's been too long since we crapped and do crazy stuff.. went out wif ali, chin,siti, shahidah and aisyah. we were making so much noise as usual.. why does it seem that whenever we are on the mrt or bus we seem to be the ones making the most noise? don't other people talk? anyways.. we went to plaza singapura first.. they dragged me to the surf shop.. to think that melb has enough of them.. so anyway ali bought a bag.. she's so happy abt it.. then we walked to centrepoint and shopped some more.. and then to heeren.. took neoprints.. then i had to leave coz i had to have dinner wif my family which included my aunt, uncle and cousin.. was fun.. oh my another cousin's husband was there too.. he was in spore(he's a pilot) and when he left he told me "give this old and fat man a big hug" in his american accent... hahaha.. funny guy..

anyway on the way to meet my family, we got lost coz siti said that taking bus 65 would get us to bugis from orchard.. guess where we ended up at???

SERANGOON!!!

of all places to get lost, we had to choose serangoon.. damn it was funny.. we walked all the way from the bus stop somewhere in serangoon to bugis.. a bloody 45 minute walk!!! took pictures along the way.. was really fun.. made lots of noise.. duhhh...

oh by the way guys, bus 14 gets us to bugis not 65... take note of that siti.. hehehe

ok so today i went put wif my parents.. went to queenstown shopping centre.. that place has loads and loads of shoes that are really cheap.. bought 2 pairs of shoes and a pair of slippers.. converse and adidas shoes and op slippers.. then went to parkway parade and shopped some more!!! my dad bought me the esprit pants that i wanted.. the one wif the belt.. yay!!!

saturday really made me feel normal again after so long.. i got to be crazy and loud again.. gosh.. i'll miss you guys when i leave again...

2005-06-21T23:52:00.000+08:00

2 more days!!! and i'll be seeing my darling baby ginger.. hahaha.. i miss my cat so much.. and i will also be able to see my cousins from nz.. yay!!! i called my home on sunday night.. there were many ppl there coz they were celebrating timmy's birthday. timmy is my cousin from nz.. he's super cute wif a nz accent.. so i like practically talked to 11 ppl in half an hour... amazing huh? i was being passed from my aunt to dad to cousin to cousin to uncle and to many other cousins... almost all of them asked me how was i.. i mean like duh.. i'm ok.. wad else? anyway i also talked to my other nz cousins.. there's 3 of them including timmy.. and the youngest nora-anne asked me wad i was doing in melb.. awww so cute.. and i told her to study and she said ohhh... she's really cute... so after talking to all of them i called nurul and siti.. talked to them for quite a long time..

so my exams are almost over.. only psych left!! finally.. tml gonna go shopping.. well that basically means buying a cap for me from fcuk.. it's only $10 coz of sale.. i luv aussie sales.. they're really cheap.. oh i think i'll fail econs.. really screwed up.. damn shit.. i should have studied econs more.. i totally forgot things abt elasticity and was tryng to use logic to understand.. ended up guessing for 3 questions.. crapped alot for eap and lit essays.. duh who wont crap i mean it's like 700 words for eap (ok not bad) but 1500 for lit.. like wad the hell right? both papers were ard 3 hrs.. but i finished early and left.. maths was like shit.. my graphs.. only one word die.. i drew the graph but the stationary pts crap were not accurate wif my workings.. example: negative value in the positive reagion.. i noe i'm screwed.. oh wells.. at leasti could do limits and the functions thingy wif the domain and range.. ooohhhh.. i got back my drama results. considering the fact i sorta screwed it up.. i think it's amazing i passes.. 6.5/10.. not bad rite.. ahhaa.. at least it is only 10% that is counted..

so i cant wait to go back to spore.. shopping!!! and crashing schools!! cant wait!! see ya guys soon

2005-06-11T21:58:00.000+08:00

oh great.. i'm sick.. i have a bloody nasal sounding voice.. well at least i have lost my voice yet and i can still talk.. one more week to exams and u noe wad? i'm gonna study.. i noe.. adrena studying.. yeah well.. since i have to get 83% to get into arts i might as well study rite and then next year i can slack.. hahha
anyways.. i'm going back soon.. look out ppl.. i'm gonna be shopping and crashing ur school.. hahaha.. if u ever come to melb u can crash my school too.. no one will notice.. trust me. there's too many ppl to actually notice...
so an update of my week.. my monologue was crap.. i was so nervous that i had to start again.. i haven got my resuts yet.. must email my teacher soon.. handed in my eap essay.. yay!!! then the rest of the week just kinda dragged on.. nothing much happened to me.. duh...
i'm gonna go shopping tml!!! i noe.. a week to exams and i'm going shopping.. crazy some might say.. but hu cares.. i must relieve myself from stress rite.. like as if i'm stressed.. hahaha..
so shopping here i come.. hahahahahhaha

i'm crapping.. mind is not fuctioning properly..

2005-05-31T22:18:00.000+08:00

arghhhh!!! i'm so screwed... bloody hoi essay.. why the fuck we have to do essays also i dunno... bloody shit.. i feel like using lotsa vulgarities. so long never swear properly.. i miss the siglap atmosphere where u can swear and no one will look shocked or something.. it feels weird to swear in aussie.. i dunno why.. maybe no other siglapians i guess besides charles..
so i moved rooms ith xiaoz on sat.. never knew that such a small place could contain so much stuff... we made ard 8 freaking trips up and down the lift from the 5th to the 6th floor carrying our stuff.. really tiring.. then i skipped sch yest.. coz of the apartment issues.. stupid arrows.. it's so bloody fucking leceh.. must sign this and that.. must pay the shit and must do some stupid exit inspection.. all crap..
anyways today i actually did psychology notes.. and almost finish my hoi essay.. only the conclusion left!!! yay!!! why in the world do we have to do hoi.. i mean studyingit is fun but the essay are so totally not.. it's freaking troublesome i tell you.. arghhhh... stupid caesar.. why must he get himself murdered.. stupid brutus.. why must he plan to murder caesar.. if he did not do that i wouldnt have to do this essay right.? and jonathan barlow, i dont think hoi essays are fun.. ESSAY does NOT equal FUN!!! my essay is dued on fri..
and i have eap essay!!! why in the world must we do an eap essay??? it's just crap.. i havent started on it and it's dued on mon!!! arghhhhhh!!! i'm seriously screwed!!!
oh.. and i have my stupid monologue performance.. stupid drama!!! why the hell do we have to take drama?? why must it be compulsory.. i'm so not a drama person.. do i look like those type who can act? no right.. so why is it i have to take drama?? and i haven even memorised the bloody monologue... "i saw the carton. i saw it in the hall. i saw it. you saw it too didn't you? you saw the box sitting in the hall. it was sitting next to your vanity case. you did see it." and blah blah blah...

am i crapping ppl?? i noe i am.. arghhhhh!!! i am seriously fucked up for the next few weeks coz of all the essays and shit.. but i amazingly am not nervous abt my exams at alll.. do u think i'm crazy? mentally deranged? i think i am..
hahaha
i'm high......... wheeeeeeee

2005-05-17T22:34:00.000+08:00

i have lots of work piled up!!!! arghhh!!! got so much things to do.. but i actually don really care.. for example, i have a HOI essay paragraph dued on friday and i have not done at all.. but seriously.. this semester got loads of work.. but i'll manage as usual.. and do my last minute work.. as usual..

ok so last sat i went shopping.. didnt buy much stuff except for a sweater, playboy t-shirt(i love it), a jumper and some other stuff..

my mum said she maybe coming this fri... coz there's a holiday on mon.. is there? wad holiday?? someone tell me.. so anyway i really hopes she comes.. she said if she comes my father and bro will most probably tag along.. hey cool.. if my bro comes he can like boast to his friends when they ask him wad he do on the long weekend.. he can like go oh i went to melboune.. hahaha... i really want my mum to come.. wanna go CHADSTONE.. this really huge mall with many shops. i have to go winter shopping!!! it's getting cold.. like today at 10.30 am it was still cold.. i went out of the apartment and condensation(that smoke thingy) came out when i breathed.. but that's not new though.. happened several times already..

anyways need to sleep now.. xiaoz is as usual on the phone wif charles.. duhhhhhhhhh.. they cant get enough of each other.. *rolls eyes*

2005-05-07T16:41:00.000+08:00

hey peeps.. i'm back.. after not updating for so long..sorry.. guess i was just too lazy..
anyways, i have loads of work now in trinity but i haven done them yet.. why? coz they are all dued i june.. there's the stupid monologue for drama and dumb essays for eap and hoi.. and i haven even started on one yet.. oh.. i got my psych results ard a few weeks or so ago.. 9.5/10.. not bad huh? haha... it's just a summary anyway..
ok important news to tell of you... if you dont wanna noe don read on.. it's abt charles

charles and xiaoz are together.. as in together together.. get wad i mean? i'm not sure if i can write it down but hu cares... they are downstrais now.. dunno go buy wad.. it's really weird.. my roomie and my friend.......... and he has been at our place practicaly everyday now.. and i get freaked out.. i mean like it WEIRD!!!! do you guys pity me.. feel my pain and agony? gosh.. didnt noe that this would happen so fast.. kinda expexted it but really? must it be this fast... WEIRD!!! did u guys just understood wad i wrote? if ya dont nevermind.. it's just me crapping..

oh and i may be going back in june/july.. yay!! see ginger!!! the weather is so funny now.. it's getting colder but there is still the sun.. so i'm confused.. i can be hot and cold at the same time..... oh well.. it's just the melbourne weather

2005-04-26T12:13:00.000+08:00

thanks siti for doing my skin..... at least this skin is not small like the other one....... love ya lots.. hahaha

so anyway, as u guys noe i've been back in melb for almost 2 weeks now... sorry bout not updating.... i've done nothing much so far except for window shopping..... realli bored rite now..
am at my friend's room.. he's sleeping now.. and i am waiting for my psych lec to start.. i have ard another one and a half hours to go........ bored......... shalini's copying my lit lecture notes now.. i talked her into skipping lit lec.. hahaha.. evil me.. i noe..
so rite now i'm using H's com to type...
oh.. i got back my maths and lit results....... to me they are not bad. but i think some trinity students will think they are.. most of them are like geniuses or something.. bloody clever..
maths: 67/100
lit:3.25/5

not bad rite??? considering the fact that i didnt study...
haha

oooohhh.. ya..... i forgot to mention i saw a bloody hot guy in melb uni last week... extremely HOT!!! i kept on staring at him.. couldnt help it.. hahaa

I'M BORED and H is snoring.. heeeeheee

2005-04-10T02:54:00.000+08:00

hey ppl!!!! i'm back!!!!!!!!!!!! in singapore i mean.. have been back for i think a week already.. anywayz i'm leaving again on friday the 15th..
i've been busy the past week.. yeah rite.. busy going out nonstop everyday..
AND I CUT MY HAIR!!! this time it is realli realli visible.. it's SHORT!!!! i miss my long hair.. i cant even tie my short hair now.. blame it on my mum.. she was the one who told the guy to cut my hair short.. i'm sorta getting used to it but still... i cant believe i have short hair!!! it's been like 5 years since i last had short hair.. oh gosh.. i noe i'm whining again.. so sorry. cant help it.. i think anyone would whine if their long hair is chopped off rite.. ok i'm making it sound scary.. oh great now i'm crapping.. i think it's because it's now late at night and i usually get hyper ard this time..
oh and siti if u're reading this can u like change the skin? nurul is getting bored of it and so am i.. thanks loads...... muacksssss

i'm crazy.. do u guys think so?

2005-03-28T20:03:00.000+08:00

i cant believe i slept at 6 am last night or should i say this morning? i was like laughing nonstop wif xiao xi.. 3 ppl squeezed into a single bed last nite.. xiao xi, aries and me.. aries slept at the foot of the bed. i wonder how he even managed to sleep wif me and xiao xi laughing away and in a really small space.. i woke up at 10am.. can u believe it? only 4 hours of sleep.. and those hu noe me should really know wad happens when i don get enough sleep rite.. i'll get high.. so i was quite hyper throughout the day..
xiao xi and i were like realli crazy.. we were like talking abt bobby(her cactus). then i dunno how the conversation became abt animals and whether they go to heaven or not.. silly topic rite? then we were talking abt aries and trying to matchmake him.. we talked abt his future wife and we decided that she would be a pontianak and she would smell like a jasmine flower..
we were like sleepy but couldnt go to sleep.. everytime we said goodnite we would crack up for no apparent reason.. i will say serious wei and xiao xi would go amazing wei.. (gavin no offense k) hey gavin if u are reading this i realli think the girl we met and who speaks like you would be a really good match for you.. haha.. anyway xiaoz and i said goodnight to each other for more than 10 times before we finally fell asleep.. and i still dunno how we managed to sleep..
i noe this has no relevance to you guys whatsoever but i had to write it down..

by the way i still have not studied lit.

2005-03-27T21:01:00.000+08:00

i am gonna be back in a week or so... yay!!! after so long get to see ginger again.. really miss my cat.. feeling extremely bored.. i know i'm supposed to study but i'm just too lazy.. i have to memorise the stupid lit poems.. maybe i should post it in my blog.. let u guys read what i have to learn..

this living hand

this living hand, now warm and capable
of earnest grasping, would if it were cold
and in the icy silence of the tomb,
so haunt thy days and chill thy dreaming nights
that thou wouldst wish thine own heart dry of blood
so in my veins red life might stream again
and thou be conscience-calmed- see here it is
i hold it towards you.

john keats(1795-1821)

so do you guys think i'm crazy now?? i think i am..
i really don see why we have to do poems in lit.. isnt reading better? who wants to analyse poems and write essays abt the. i have to analyse 2 poems and write 400 words essay abt them.. like wat the hell rite? arghhhh...... after not taking lit for such a long time i don even noe how to do it..
ok i'll stop whining abt lit.. i didnt sleep properly the last 3 nites.. watched movies at my friend's place the first nite.. had a movie marathon at charles' house the next.. and yesterday 3 ppl slept over.. i slept at xiao xi's room.. now i'm realli tired and sleepy..cant believe i went to eat gelati at 11.30 last nite..
but that isnt the worst..
i went to eat gelati at 12 something on thursday nite.. the first nite i didnt sleep properly.. it was a spur of a moment decision.. that nite was quite fun.. went out wif charles and shalini while xiao xi and steph and joanne and some others went to a church thingy.. some sorta concert.. then we went back to arrow waiting for them to finish their concert.. they only finished like at 9.30 or 10pm.. so late.. then we had to walk ard chinatown finding places which were not closed.. we only ate at 11.30.. the latest i ever had dinner.. then we went back to arrow and found some ppl downstairs and we went to lygon street to find gelati... only got back at 1 plus i think.. then we started the mini movie marathon..

gosh.. i'm babbling crap here. ok i think i'll stop now.. see ya guys in a week or so

2005-03-23T13:39:00.000+08:00

i am so bored now.. finished school for the day.. i've been at home since 3.20.. so it takes ard 5 mins to get home frm lincoln square north.. hmm not bad.. tot it would at least be 10 mins or so.. gosh i'm bloody bored.. tomorrow is sorta the last day of school.. before exams tat is.. so this whole week is the last week.. yay!! this friday is a holiday and so next monday. it coz of easter.. then i be back soon!! cannot wait.. i miss my cat so much.. sorry ppl.. i miss my cat more than u guys coz i cannot talk to it but i can talk to u..
nurul and siti called me yesterday.. congrats to everyone who got into the course they wanted.. i'm so lucky i don have to go thru all that.. talked to them for quite a long time.. thanks for wasting ur money on me guys.. haha.
anyway the food at the bistro(downstairs) sucked as usual.. i could only eat the chicken coz the tofu was cooked with pork.. evryday must have pork.. dunno wad's wrong wif the cook.. anyway i had this crazy idea to cook egg.. so i borrowed gavin's cheese and margarine and pan and shalini's eggs.. and i cooked for them.. so far they have not gotten diarrhoea.. anyway the funny part was like when i was cooking the fire alarm went off.. we were like shocked for a second or so.. and i was like asking whether the fire engine will come.. we had to remove the battery from the fire alarm and open the window.. it was realli hilarious.. so a lesson was learnt yesterday.. take the battery out of the fire alarm when u cook otherwise..
i had econs tutorial today.. i was realli confused with lots of stuff.. i only understand when biao biao teaches me.. that is what happens pretty much every week.. and during lectures i am even worse.. half the time or more i'm clueless..
i've got exams next week.. bloody hell.. lit and maths 1.. stupid.. i don even noe why we should take an exam for maths 1 when it's not included in the final marks.. must read 9 poems for lit.. have to memorise the bloody poem and must noe who wrote it..

2005-03-12T20:48:00.000+08:00

i am so tired.. just came home from the moomba festival.. the fireworks show was realli spectacular.. extremely nice. all the colours were realli nice.. i think it's better than the spore national day fireworks. anyways, met charles and his indo friends.. he girls were quite aloof.. only one of them actualli talked to us. but the guys were ok though.. but their english were not so good.. so i was sorta like a translater for shalini and xiao xi.. steph won me and xiao xi a big purple dog at moomba.. i call it the gay dog coz it's purple and it's the colour of homosexuals rite?

my first week of studying in trinity has officially ended.. the week has been quite tiring.. but fun.. met even more ppl.. my teachers are super nice.. and realli cool.. especially my psyc lecturer who is also my tutor.. she was lying on the ground writing during tutorial and made us sit in a big circle.. we had to play a game and call her maureen the melon. my class has all girls..

i bought a skirt today... it's so nice has zips all over.. prepare urself for the cost.. it's $70 in aussie currency.. siti don start nagging ok.. and shahidah don say it's so expensive.. it was from $149.99. it was worth my money and i bought it using my own money..

I'M COMING BACK ON APRIL 2nd!!!

2005-03-07T17:46:00.000+08:00

i cannot believe i'm studying!! i never study.. u guys should noe that rite.. since when i study? it's all xiao xi's fault.. she has influenced me to study.. rite now she is doing her maths and i just finished doing some crappy english hw..
so my classes have officially started.. i had school from 9 to 5 today.. was realli sleepy during lessons.. i had lit tutorial first, then drama lessons.. then i had lunch.. had to walk all the way to subway!! so far! (not really actually) then after that was hoi tutorial and english class.. all the lessons were fun.. i still haven realli gotten used to calling the lecturers by their first names actually.. it feels funny.. like calling realli old guys by their first names.. i am realli tired now.. even though it is just 8 something(close to 9) arghhh!! still cant believe i'm studying!!!
snow was in my drama class.. he didnt bother me luckily!!! he was like disturbing another girl.. good luck to her.. chow and ian are just so irritating!!! they were like disturbing me today.. i dunno how am i going to spend the rest of the year going to classes with them.. especially ian.. he's like in both morning classes with me..
i am so totally hooked to subway cookies!!! especially the double choc chip.. it's like so yummy!!!
anyway.. have to study now.. gosh wad have i done to myself?

2005-02-28T21:32:00.000+08:00

I PASSED PHYSICS!!!! i mean like i have never passed physics before.. oh my god.. i still can't get over the fact i passed physics!!!! so overall i got 22 pts for my l1r5.. not that good i noe.. but i'm happy.. it's quite an improvement from my prelim results.. i got a b3 for a maths from an f9 during prelims.. see realli improved rite.. a huge achievement for me..
ok enough about o level results..
i just got back from camp yesterday.. it was called norval campsite.. located at the grampians.. the view was like realli stunning.. mountains an stuff.. and at nite the stars are like realli bright(that's wad others said.. i didnt see it for myself-the stars i mean) australians are strange ppl.. the reason tey are so big sized is because they eat alot!! i mean really alot.. they have 6 meals a day- breakfast, morning tea,lunch,afternoon tea,dinner and supper. that's a lot rite.
well i had lots of fun during camp.. even went canoeing.. it was realli a relaxed camp.. slacked alot.. went to bed at 1 something and woke up ard 6 plus coz i have to bathe.. others woke up at 7.30.. and as u guys noe i can become realli hyper in the middle of the nite.. so i was like really hyper during camp.. i dunno wad got into me but i kept on saying hi to practically everyone. i was bhaving like a lunatic.. but i wasnt as bad as my roomie though.. she practically noes everyone in camp.. i only noe half.. and i once again found out that the world is realli small.. i met a guy who is my uncle's(my dad's brother) neighbour..
the only bad thing abt the camp is like there is a china guy who totally freaks me out.. he tries to get close to me and plays wif my cap.. and plus he's realli UGLY.. and has like a funny name.. of all things it's snow.. i don mean to sound bitchy but i cant help it.. he was practically leaning on my shoulder when he was looking at my phone.. he was lucky i didn punch him on anything.. almost did it.. then he asked me if i got boyfriend and i told him yes.. so it's gonnabe charles(who else?) he's like the only one who usually does the job.. he did it for chin fu and siti and so now it's me.. that snow guy better not bother me again.. coz i will like be really bitchy and mean.. oh by the way do i have sparkly eyes? the ppl at camp say i do but i think it's just the contacts... '-'
I STILL CANT BELIEVE I PASSED PHYSICS.. must tell everyone..

2005-02-23T20:49:00.000+08:00

i miss my home.. my bed and my friends!!! but not too much now.. i have made new friends from spore, hk and malaysia... they are all really nice.. but i still have one problem though.. i cant sleep at nite!!! i think it's because of the pillow maybe.. it's realli flat!! the only way to sleep on it is like to use two pillows but that's uncomfortable.. so i sleep on my stuff toy instead.. the pink one.. (i guess some of you might know which one i'm referring to)
anyways.. had maths and literature lecture today.. both were nice and i didn't fall asleep!!! haha- isn't that great. the teachers here are real informal.. they let us call them by their first names.. during lit today glen(the teacher) was like teaching us about poetry.. he's a really good teacher.. i think ali you'll like him.. he's really funny too..
i finished the lectures at around 3.15pm. went to the melb uni bookshop afterwards.. bought the book i've been searching all over for and a file..
we went shopping afterwards.. xiao xi, shalini and me.. i had to buy a cap.. so i bought a billabong one.. so nice!!!
then we went to sit on the grass in front of the state library to chat and people watch.. intoduced charles to moi friends and went for dinner before sitting on the grass again.. (i noe u must think we're crazy but it's reali fun)
oh ya.. met a girl for st hilda's sec.. she knows winshern. in fact she was his EX-GIRLFRIEND!!! winshern if you are reading this siling wants me to tell ya that she is over you and she had 2 boyfriens after you dumped her..
what a small world rite?!? anyways my roomie is asleep now.. she has school tml and i dont!!! YAY! so i think i'll just spent the day watching tv.. the cartoons in the morning is not bad.. it has totally spies and winx club and spiderman and madeline.. i noe it's for children but it's nice..
so BYE ppl.. MISS YOU ALL!! LOVE YA..
*siti if you are missing my whinnings just read my blog k.. coz that's the nly place where i whine..

2005-02-20T13:52:00.000+08:00

i'm finally connected to the world now.. i got my internet set up and stuff done..
feeling bored now.. luckily charles is in melbourne wif me.. i'm seriously missing my friends..
my parents are going off now.. back home to singapore.. they're making their way down from my apartment as i type this.. my mum cried.. haha.. wat is there to cry for? i'll be back in april anyway.. just 2 months..
GOSH i miss adibah, siti, chin fu, nurul, shahidah, bird and all the rest!!! i made new friends here but they are just not the same.. they are not as crazy as u guys..
had my orientation on thurs.. met new friends for malaysia and hk and some other countries..
I MISS MY FRIENDS!!! and i can't stop whinning...

2005-02-12T15:02:00.000+08:00

gone in 2 days..

bye bye bye...
bye bye..
bye..

2005-02-11T15:40:00.000+08:00

god.. i'm totally rotting at home.. 3 days left and i haven't finished packing.. my com came back yesterday after being repaired.. now i have to download everything again.. the whole system was restarted.. damn..
chinese new year was boring as usual.. went to 4 houses( same every year) and collected all the money.. amazingly my dad's brother wasn't selfish this year.. in fact he was quite generous.. not bad.. i think this year i collected more money than i actually get the previous years.. that's an improvement..
anyway my blogskin has changed.. thanks siti. for doing it for me.. you noe how hopeless i am in changing skins.. i think that the changing skins thingy just don go well for me.. half the time i haven't got any idea wat i'm doing
my brother's upstairs wif his friend. dunno wat they're doing.. the friend is a guy by the way.. and no i'm not implying that they are gay.. oh.. they're down now.. ok he's friend is weird.. he's like counting the drumbeats to the song the phantom of the opera.. dum da dum dum da dum.. see he's made me write this down.. stupid guy..
anyway, i think i am having pms now.. coz every little thing gets me irritated.. good now they've gone.. at least no more dum da dumming..

2005-02-08T11:26:00.000+08:00

am at charles house now.. finally an internet i can use.. my stupid com is spoiled!!! both the stupid desktop and my com..
CRAP..
only 6 days to go before i leave for melbourne.. packing my bag is such a damn bloody chore..
it's so difficult to pack.. and i haven't yet finished!! the only bag that is done is my stuff (not clothes) and it is already a full..
yesterday i went to taka and parkway parade and tampines mall.. realli went shopping.. very fun.. was wif nurul.. spend my money nonstop.. luckily all of it will be refunded by my mum.. haha
now charles is doing his hair.. the clay he uses smells like beer but he insists that it is papaya.. yeah rite..
anywayz.. going to watch constantine later

2005-01-30T12:44:00.000+08:00

i am at the airport now.. going off to bangkok.. still around another hour to go before my flight..
bloody hell.. it's so boring..
no cute guys at all.. a guy at the other com is looking at me type.. freaky!!
he's so old.. anyway.. my mum's calling me now..
be back on wednesday

2005-01-24T15:41:00.000+08:00

GOD!!! i'm bored like hell.. stupid com is slow.. i mean the downloading shit is slow..
i'm like trying to download the oc season 2 episode 7.. it's taking ages!!!
so in the meantie i'm bored.. totally nothing to do..
i wonder how can ppl spend so much time online other then downloading stuff.. isn't it boring??
i mean like wat can they do? chat? (B-O-R-I-N-G).. there's nothing to do...
ok.. i noe i'm whining.. but hey, that's my nature rite.. everyone who knows me noes that i like to whine and i'm always bored..
bloody hell!! the thingy is so slow..

2004-12-31T22:40:00.000+08:00

And the raven, never flitting, still is sitting, still is sittingOn the pallid bust of Pallas just above my chamber door;And his eyes have all the seeming of a demon's that is dreaming,And the lamp-light o'er him streaming throws his shadow on the floor;And my soul from out that shadow that lies floating on the floorShall be lifted - nevermore!

edgar allan poe- the raven

that is the last para of the poem.. it's quite nice.. realli.. ok feeling bloody bored now..
heard 2 bloody shocking news this week.. but not allowed to tell anyone.. but it so FREAKING shocking..
anyway my bro is bothering me now.. so this is a very short entry..

2004-12-22T09:00:00.000+08:00

hihi.. i'm back at last.. after not writing in the blog for a long time.. was too lazy and sorta forgot my username for a while..
anyway.. just got back from k.l and jakarta.. bought quite a few stuff.. both countries are like DAMN BLOODY HOT!! the only good thing about k.l is that i bought so many dvds.. as for jakarta, ermm.. sorta boring.. but i prefer jakarta to k.l.. maybe coz i've got relatives there..
feeling totally bored now.. all of my friends are like working and i'm just lazing around at home wif nothing to do.. about to die of boredom soon..
there was a bomb blast in jakarta but i didn't even know until adibah asked me.. guess i'm really not connected to any type of news when i'm in other countries.
now that i have so much more time i guess i can like blog more often(or not)..
ARGGGHHHH!!! i'm really bored.. there's nothing on tv and the internet is starting to be a real bore..

2004-09-12T21:13:00.000+08:00

i've been trying to study physics the whole week.. finally i understand some stuff that i never knew..
went to watch cinderella story wif joo ting.. CHAD MICHEAL MURRAY is so HOT!!! i was practically drooling over him.. non stop... going out wif joo ting is fun.. we went around dissing ppl and shopping..
then went home.. and found out that i got preview tickets for raising helen.. nice show but a little too long.. anyway it was like a 9pm show.. and the worst part was like it was at balastier.. shaw plaza or wateva it is.. got to the damn place early and was like doing nothing.. made siti call my hp(free incoming) and was like walking around that eerie place for quite a while... i actually went to ntuc and don ask me why...was extremely bored..
yesterday went to hospital to see my uncle.. gosh that guy goes in and out of hospital non stop... it's like his second home.. anywayz when i got back found out that one of my distant relatives passed away.. well he's actually non even related.. his my uncle's stepfather.. my parents just came home from the funeral... for those wondering he is a chinese..
welll... i guess it will be a long time before i actually update again so ByeBye

2004-09-05T17:03:00.000+08:00

I am like so sunburnt.. my cheeks and nose are all red!!! blame it on the stupid sun..
was at pasir ris park yesterday..
they celebrated my birthday there... was realli fun... kena sabo.. hair was like full of flour, cake and banana milk..
too bad adibah couldn't go.. her father grounded her..
anyway wanna thank all those hu gave me the presents and those that also kena sabo...
got a new hp from my parents... so happy.. in love wif my hp..
ok back to yesterday.. i sorta did "gymnastics" on the swing thingy.. and then fell on my ass.... could not feel it for a few minutes... adibah i now noe how u felt the other time... blame it on fabian that i fell. that idiot pushed me so hard until i hit something and lost balance.. thank god i held on for a while.. i was like thinking should i hold on and continue twisting and turning or should i just let go and fall.. so i decided to let go and i fell on the sand... it was really painful...
am feeling much better.. my ass does not hurt now but i've got a bruise on my leg..

tuition today was like so boring.. thank god for tricia.. otherwise i would have been so bored..

2004-08-31T15:34:00.000+08:00

so frigging fucked up at this com!!!! stupid macdonald com.. got something wrong... ARGHHHHH!!!
i feel so sleepy and cannot concentrate on anything.. cannot even study.. oh well.. i guess this is wad i get for a free com..
there's like so many ppl.. where is the PEACE AND QUIET in this place??? gosh!!!
i am so fucked up for no reason.. might be due to pms..

2004-08-25T15:59:00.000+08:00

they bullied me yesterday.. they meaning adibah chin fu and siti.. assholes every single one of them.. they made me wash the plates and i mean all.. including the forks and spoons.... ARGhhh!!!! then they were like so excited to see me wash the plates.. haha.. lame ppl... oh and we also locked shahidah into the water thingy.. she was like screaming non stop..
oh ya shahidah's house got lots of lizards.. they were like everywhere.. ewww!!!
failed my geog.. got 16/40... well did not really study.. serces me rite.. fell asleep while reading the textbook..
and guys... wad's so disgusting abt eating jam wif curry? it's actually really nice.. yum.. stupid song by blink 182- i miss u in my head rite now.. vindicated also in my head.. DAMN!!!

2004-08-16T16:34:00.000+08:00

ok guys... i am posting this to rectify an error.. for GOODNESS sake my grandfather did not die!!! it is the man at the opposite bed.. the skin-and-bones guy.. ok then now abt to study.. at charles house..

2004-08-15T07:55:00.000+08:00

hey the old man died around 2 days later.. dunno wad i'm taliking abt? read my other post..
got the damn o level results on thursday.. i got a B4.. don't realli mind.. it's quite ok to me but since abidah wants me to retake i'll do it.. anyaway i don have to attend the malay remedial classes.. YAy!! that's good...
anyway felling realli reali bored now.. got nothing to do..

2004-08-01T20:17:00.000+08:00

I hate the way you talk to me.
And the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car.
I hate it when you stare.

I hate your big dumb combat boots.
And the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick-- it even makes me rhyme.

I hate the way you're always right.
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh -- even worse when you make me cry.

I hate it that you're not around.
And the fact that you didn't call.
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you - -
not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.

isn't this poem nice?? i like remembered abt this poem when i saw it written on the table during tuition just now..

anywayz.. just now nurul smsed me and told me to listen to perfect 10 at 9... better have ur dedication on air..
my grandfather went to hospital yesterday.. ambulance came... realli cool... never see ppl work that fast before.. according to the doctor he doesn't have enough blood.. so i went to the hospital today.. it stinks!! hate the ward.. why of all places must he be put in a ward wif like no aircon and the ppl there look like they're abt to die any minute... especially the guy who ws opposite him.. he was like only skin and bones.. very creepy looking.

2004-07-22T15:29:00.000+08:00

yesterday was sooo fun and dirty...
it was like the most dirtiest PE lesson ever.. gosh.. everyone was so muddy..
everyone meaning adibah, siti, chin fu, jelly, nurul, shahidah, aisyah and me..
never knew that frisbee was so violent..
adibah fell on her but and was like screaming "my asshole!! my butt.. it's torn.." non- stop while lying down on the mud.. she like didn't even mind that she was lying on mud.. it was so hilarious.. and mr lee did not even like look worried.. he was squating down and laughing so hard..
and shahidah also fell down flat on her face.. she KISSED the ground and was like spitting out the grass.. i was laughing like hell.. couldnt stop.. when shahidah fell, instead of helping her, all of us fell down laughing.. mr lee even hugged the goalpost for support..
i went home really really dirty.. my grandfather and maid were like so shock to see me in that state.. with mud all over..
cousin also came over last night.. he's 5.. soooo cute and adorable... he looks like a chipmunk..
anyway according to my uncle he can see ghosts.. and when they went to malaysia , he was like freaked out coz there were so many of "them"..
when my uncle told me this, i was like saying i don want to go out wif him in case he sees one.. haha..
and i also love my uncle's wife coz they helped me convince my parents that psychology is a good course.. thanks alot...
today got people coming over to my house to do their prayers.. i think they're my grandfather's friends..BORING!!!

2004-07-19T16:13:00.000+08:00

i'm like at the com lab..
adibah's pissed off
never wish her..
she's like stopping me from writing this.. oh by the way thanks alot for helping me wif my pathetic blog.. she says "puh-lease"
oh ya.. my parents finally let me take the psychology course.. thanks alot abang yud and kak lydia.. u guys really helped to convince them.. muahhh!!! love u guys..
got my contacts like 2 weeks ago.. it's such a chore putting it in my eye.. stuid eyelash.. like curtain blocking the contacts from going into my eye..have to go back to the shop in a month's time to do a review.. waste of time.. *rolls eyes*.. first time i tried to put it on i like had to keep on trying for abt 20 times or so..
by the way guys do not say these two words "semangat npcc".. say it and u are so dead..cant stand the words.. hate it in fact.. like wad the hell! weren't you also so semangat in the beginning..
anyway i so fucking bored and this song is like in my head
"caroline, see she's the reason for the word bitch"
the song is so nice.. keeps on playing in my mind.. need to get it out..

ARGHHHH!!!!

2004-07-09T14:29:00.000+08:00

i'm so fucking pissed off at my parents and my brother!!! it is because of my stupid assholic brother that my parent vent their anger on me.. stupid boy!!!! why in the world did he not call my parents before going somewher? he is so bloody dumb!! then coz we were like going out my mum went to the school to look for him.. he wasn't there and that pissed her off coz it was already 6 something.. in the end we went off without him to pick up my mum's fren.. it was in the car when my mum started babbling nonsense and was like blaming me for no reason! so i told her that she shouldn't vent her anger on me and she shut up.. then my brother called and that stupid guy lied to my parents abt staying back in school for dnt and maths(all that shit). and that pissed off my dad and he made me call mr yeo.. i was like asking him wad to say and he called me an idiot!!! that really made me fuckingly pissed off.. and so i said "excuse me who are you calling an idiot. shouldn't u like tell that to your son. idiot" i noe that it was realli bad of me calling him an idiot but i was really mad.. then my mum's fren came into the car and they acted like as if everything was normal.. after my mum's fren left, they started blabbering nonsense again abt how i should be able to think out of the box and stuff( i don even noe wad were they talking abt).. all the time i was like staring out of the window and totally not listening to them.. after a while i got sick of their constant talking and i told them to tell all that to my brother.. it was rude but they shut up..
my parents were interrogating andre just now and gosh that wad bad.. didn't bother to hear his lies and went upstairs.. anyway i'm still quite mad at them...

2004-06-26T18:42:00.000+08:00

ok.. prepare urself.. i'm gonna start complaining.. it's wad i do best(or so i'm told..) well.. i hate my bloody com.. it's like so damn freaking slow!! i've like not done my hw... i'm so dead!!! my leg hurts!! coz of the stupid waterfall.. why the hell must the stones be so slippery and full of algae? my leg is like sorta swollen and bruised.. i'm walking wif a limp!! my MIDDLE finger hurts too.. i managed to get it stuck in between the door when i was like closing it!! dumb rite.. well it feels sort of numb and i can't write properly!!! tml i have tuition!! it sucks like hell.. i mean like i;'m getting bored of the same clever ppl.. their brains are like nobody's business.. they're really weird.. as in smart weird..

2004-06-17T18:48:00.000+08:00

i'm so totally bored now.. watching tv.. well.. let's see wat happened the past few days.. hmmmm.. last saturday was pop.. i'm actually happy but at the same time qiute sad.. happy cause i finally don have any trainings or anything.. i spent sunday being extremely bored.. tuition was so boring.. even the cute guy didn't seem cute at all.. maybe coz i'm getting sick of seeing his face..

monday was also quite boring for the earlier part anyway.. went to eat out at nite wif the npcc sec 4s.. it was fun.. celebrated rabia's b'dae at the same time.. she was really surprised wen she saw the cake..went home around 10++. i never knew that the walk from the bus stop to my house at night could be creepy.. it was like really dark and there practically was no one at all.. talked to siti on the phone the whole time.. spent tuesday at home feeling restless.. tried to do hw but could not.. oh that reminds me I HAVE SO MUCH HOMEWORK THAT I'VE NOT COMPLETED!!!

went to school yesterdae.. for nothing actually.. wasted my time.. then went to whitesands(walked there).. saw a very cute blonde guy.. *DROOOLLLZZ* he was quite hot.. his eyes were like so nice..
then went to marine parade library.. no cute guys there or at parkway parade.. but nvm.. that blonde guy made my day.. oh ya forgot to mention shahidah followed him.. haha

anywayz moi parents and bro is coming home tonight.. hope they have alot of stuff for me...

2004-06-11T17:30:00.000+08:00

oh great i finally remembered my password.. totally forgot it the last time.. anywayz i'm sorta alone at home wif my grandfather and maid.. my parents and brother left me at home!!! the went to dubai without me!!! not fair.. they better buy stuff for me after abandoning me for a week.. well on bright side, i am allowed to go out.. i'm free for a week!! yay!! now at charles house.. i've been here like for a few hours.. just now went to jelly's house but i didn't swim... it was quite fun.. now adibah and the rest are playing i dunno wad stupid game using mahjong stuff and cards.. haha.. tml is pop.. like finally!!! cannot wait after tat no more npcc.. hahahaha.. siti's becoming a lesbian now.. she wants jelly. xing yao don be jealous..

man i'm is a total deep pile of shit

2004-05-24T15:35:00.000+08:00

cant believe that i got caught cause i vandalised the dumb fucking Physics lab table... not my fault coz i was so damn freaking bored... well.. azam like asked me to go to the lab wif him and siti and i was questioned..

don eally care actually.. he's actually quite funny wen he's angry.. he was like talking in a very low voice.. haha..
i wrote "azam sucks" on the table.. did not get into much trouble actually.. he like only sort of said i'm disappointed in you.. WATEVA... so now i'm like in his BOOK.. hehehe.. had to claen the dumb table as a result...